This week I started going back to school on a full time basis. Not only do I have an overwhelming feeling of anxiety because of starting a new program but the added factor of being overwhelmed when on campus with my allergies.
I have to focus a lot of my energy to my food consumption and overall awareness when on a campus full time. Being out of my house for more than four hours requires me to think strategically on my meal planning because I do not have any choices to eat meals while at school (of course it would be fun to live off of chips, juice and candy from the local stands here). And to always, always check labels.
To me, this time of the year reminds me to stay safe and be aware my surroundings. Each morning I am dedicating 10 minutes to make sure that I take a lunch and snacks with me. So many times I leave the house in the morning not hungry and say to myself, “Meh, I will worry about eating when I get home.” And then my HANGRY kicks in, my hungry angry, which is the last place I should be while learning (or any place really). So maintaining a meal plan for the week and doing groceries on a regular basis will be a priority.
I do look around to other students and I get a bit jealous about their care-free attitude when buying their lunch or snacks whenever they get hungry. And honestly in the back of my mind I think that there must safe options for me somewhere here…but how do I know without taking that risk? How do I know for sure?And door handles, tables…tuna sandwiches?
Things In My Backpack From Day One( …yesterday!)
- Lunch
- Snacks
- Water Bottle
- Hand Sanitizer
- …thinking about disinfectant wipes
- Epi-Pens and Benadryl
I want to approach my post secondary education with a positive attitude. I promised myself not to hide behind my anaphylactic allergies. So each day I hope to be courageous and stand up for myself to be my own advocate instead of pretending I do not have allergies. I only can imagine that there are lots of people on campus with allergies. Maybe I can make a difference on campus…who knows?












